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Name: Jennifer
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Metro: Johnson City
Birthday: 12/2/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: apparently change is up there, learning, reading, shopping, pretending like i can play piano, history*, Alexander the Great (not Coling Farrell), painting, language, europe--esp. france, dorky 80s cartoons..., sleeping, my friends, i <3 my family, ROSE McGhEE, the list goes on....
Expertise: what don't i know about?
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
AIM:  jenbellej
MSN: bellejenj@yahoo.com
Member Since:
9/21/2004
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| xanga xanga xanga. it's been such a long time since i've been on this crazy website. i blame facebook. wow, it really would be futile to attempt to play catch-up. but yesterday is a good start. i had a long day; however, there were many perks. Perk #1) I had the pleasure of experiencing my first monte cristo from cheddar's. Perk #2) Despite my busy-ness (not to be confused with business), I was in a surprising good mood. Perk #3) I made it to all of my classes. Perk #4) I had some TNAF (that's Thursday Night Alternative Fun). Perk #5) I might start working at the JC starbucks again. Finally, Perk #6) I got a gentle reminder...actually just a reminder to update. This is big. There will be more to come. | | |
| i am very sick today, and that is not good news at all. however, more importantly, i came to an awful realization today which made the day even more along the lines of terrible. actually, the realization hasn't been that bad, it is the acceptance that is the hard part. PLUS, my cheesecake didn't turn out as planned and that makes me super sad. goodness my head is so congested that i feel like my brain is pushing down so much it's about to come out my nose. that is gross. i don't want to take my econ. test this week, it is going to be awful. i am not that good at econ. oh well, at least i will have delectable baked goods:) i am a little bit sad. i need cheering up hardcore. | | |
| i really missed my knoxville home, so this weekend i went to recooperate and see my family! it was so much fun and i love them all very much. i really like the food network--iron chef america especially. i kind of want to attend culinary school because i think that i could do a very good job at cooking. that is all for now. | | |
| wow, i have not updated in 28 million years. regardless, here is an update!! so moving to dc this summer was a good idea:) moreso than that, coming back to etsu was a great idea. i love my katrina. she is a wonderful friend and i hope that she is always happy.
the first two weeks of school were ridiculous, but i had a wonderful time going through rush and learning about myself and my relationship with a certain bear. i am confident that everything is going to work out for the best. seminole...pardon, campus ridge is stupid and it took them almost three weeks to fix my internet. that contributed greatly to my lack of updating. i need to get back on board with school work. i have not been 4.0 jen lately. i've been like 2.4ish jen. this is not acceptable from any standpoint. i really like my roommates. they are a-okay:) this pleases me greatly because i was incredibly worried about living with three girls that i didn't know very well. it's all working out though.
i have met so many awesome people through rush that i wouldn't change my experience for the world. plus, several girls that i clicked with are my alpha sisters in adpi. and i love barbie:) she is one of the coolest girls that i have ever met and i'm so pleased that she is my diamond sis. i'm so excited about this semester and i feel really bad about having preconceived notions about sororities and the greek system in general. i am having a good time. i really am. it's nice to have something enjoyable to do that ties me closer to etsu and tennn......
this was just a quick update, i'm sure i'll have much more to say later...but i must write a mckinstry paper:) (yay! mckinstry and my baby bear tomorrow) | | |
| wake up naked, drinking coffee...making plans to change the world. while the world is changing us...it was good, good love. you used to laugh under the covers, maybe not so often now...
what day is this? i am empty. i heard this while running, but my chest tightened until i had to sit down on the sidewalk. stupid shuffle. this is way past where i ever thought i would be. i don't even have energy to run away anymore. manifest destiny divides us now. endless and futile attempts. i seriously keep looking for you, finding nothing and remaining empty and broken. am i foolish to believe that you could have fixed me? who is this to exactly? what the hell. i am pretty much done with this. online journals always involve self-censoring. | | |
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